COME BACK...I MISS YOU

This is for you…. I love you…….

I love your smile, undoubtedly… but I love mine too

Which is all gone…since the day, all the love…you withdrew

I won’t say I’m right, I won’t say i wasn’t wrong

But this relation…was meant to last long

You couldn’t stand someone holding my hands

ALAS…

A relation so concrete…turned into that of sand

Vague and fake had become a relation…which for us…was so sacred

The love u had for me…was now replaced by sheer hatred

In the midst of all this.. I guess you forgot…our past…and this makes me write this…

Recall….,. … …. ……

Strangers we were….

You were a chocolate : )  aaah…. You still are

I was a chilly…hot and sour

You always knew, demand for chocolate would always be grand

And I knew…something so sour... a chilly…No1 for long can stand

And we met… : ) the chocolate and the chilly…

We never committed …guess chocolate was never sure

But that’s a petty word…for a feeling which was so pure

I loved seeing dreams …yes that was me…

And that was you…who never believed…what I loved to see

I kept seeing dreams…u kept hating them

But…as we say…change is the only constant

I accepted the fact…you aren’t for me

It was actually a mirage…which throughout my life…I wished to see

I kept running after it…I fell down…I was tired

By the time I stood up again…I was already fired

I tried to recall…where I went wrong

For my feelings were always true…my love so strong

You never wanted to own me…yet you wanted me to be yours

I was left perplexed…my heart left behind with strange scars

Chocolate is possessive… chilly is even more

Possessiveness—a b’ful feeling…the love behind… how could we ignore

The blame games…the fights ... never ended

Now that we’ve parted our ways… memories still linger in my heart

It may sound strange but… chocolate and chilly is each other’s integral part

I heard some1 else likes chocolate…may be chocolate likes her too

Helpless….there’s nothing chilly can do

You don’t wana see me…I’ll never show you my face

Believe me.. I’ll vanish completely…there won’t even be a trace

But just rethink…

A relation so beautiful…a feeling so pure

Should it end this way? Ain’t there…any cure?

PEOPLE LIKE YOU CHOCOLATE…THEY ALWAYS WILL

I know chilly and chocolate are no match

But chilly’s feelings are beyond liking you

Her love… though hot and sour…is  TRUE!!!

D bizzared ones...

Life doesnt give us a secnd chance always...

neithr hapines nor sadness...forever stays ...

throughout our life v keep running...decoratin d future...

its only d dreams ....dat v nurture...

v lose on some imp things of life...

for which we throughout  strive....

v forget...dat v  have ppl around ...who love us....who care for us...BUT....

dey need d same too...v become ignorant towards dem...

because v feel...dese ppl wud neva go....cz dey love us so much

slowly distance creeps in between...no1 gets to knw....

n ppl separate...n by d tym u realise wat ws imprtant to u....

you r alrdy too far frm dat thing...

love can never sustain one sided...u'll never hear a person saying .... 

i kept lovin a person for whole f my life though one sided...n no1 else cud replace....NO

everyone wants to live...and evry1 finds a reason to live

wen a person sheds tears for you...

theres an emotion behind....n if u runable to recgnise dat emotion...

you lose....

realise d importance of everythn....strike d balance...

anything wich cums back aftr going once....can never b d same....

you cnnt put any thing in dis world on hold....

no decision, no relation, no feelings, no emotion

coz by the tym u decide something....

D ODR PERSON MYT HAV ALREADY DECIDED D ODR THING....

IN D END...SILENCE SPEAKS IT ALL....!

A glimpse… A glance… starts it all…

 Ummm….I like dat gurl….

Aaah….d guy s nyc yaaa…..

Sun, he askd for my no. …de dun kya??

Dekh le…tujhe sahi lagta hai to de de ;) kyun heroine…chakkar kya hai? :P

Nahh….nthn….just like dat…. ( blush blush )

Finally d no’s are xchanged….

Hey hi…. Remember me? :) 

Umm….yaaa…aj yahan ka raasta kaise bhool gaye?

Bas yun hi…. So,wassup…kya kar rahi ho?

Aan….nthn…u tell…

Tumhe yaad ;)….

Achaa ji….liar……………………………….

And then .....

The long chats…long long ones…knowing each other….likes,dislikes,hobbies,crushes…the EXPLORATION STAGE ….the COMMON STUFF….

ohh ,… ye to mujhe bhi pasand hai….acha kya? Look hamari choices kitni milti hain…hahaha…..

Tum kitna bolte ho….uffff

Tumhari awaz kitni sweet hai….i feel like listenin to u all d tym…:) :) 

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Sun….theres a gurl I like….kya karun?

To speak na…tell her…problem kya hai? ;)

I Like you….

Wat????  :-o ( :) :) :) ) aannn….I need sometime….

N den obviously….she liked him too…..

D tym passed by….

Pata h…..he s so caring….i admire him so much

Shes so understandin….she knws me d best…. Aah…m in love

ONE FINE DAY…

I LOVE YOU…you are the gurl who always came to my dreams…we’ll do gr8 togethr…ur d perfct for me….I’ll keep u happy…always…never let u down…. :) :)  

……………………. I love you too :) :) :) …………… so now we are committed ??? wowww….yay yay yay….:D:D m sooo happiieeee….. !!!!!

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Suno tum jaldi se neeche ao….am already waiting….

Aww….bata to dete budddhu….coming :) :)  ….

I wish v cud always stay like dis ….together….forever…. I don feel like going back wen I come to meet you… :( :( ….

Tum jab bulaoge main ajaungi…. Jdn b sad….cmon smile :) 

Suno movie chalet hain….tum kaunsi dekhogi….

Hey wow….jo bhi tum kaho….coming :) 

N d tym passes by…. THE BEST STAGE….

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Kya kar rahe ho?...Suno mujhe milna hai… :) 

Bacche please thodi der me…abhi room me friends hain :( 

No problem :) jab kahoge ajaungi :)  enjoii…

-------- I messagd u….u dint reply….kya hua?

Sorry kuch urgent kaam me busy tha…kya hua?

Nthn…aise hi :) 

---------can we meet??

I juss came out  :(  will meet asap!!

-----movie chalein please?

Aj bht imp meeting hai….pls sum odr tym….     Ya its ok…

-----lets chat…its bin long….v used to tok soo much :)  

Bacche m very sleepy….kal pakka …

-----you don’t call me nowadays,…kya hua? V don meet for meals too…is evrythn ok?

Ya ya….bas ws a lil busy around… kuchh nahi hua …

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You went out n din even tell me… :( I was tryin to reach you… u dn care nemore :( 

Yaaar…y do I need to tell you evrythng??? Let me do things at my own pace…m no superman…

Okay …m sorry !!!

Can we meet?? ….

Ya but I need to leave in ten mins….some urgent work….

---------ajkal u dn spend tym wid me? Kuch galti hui kya mujhse?

Nahii yar….y dnt u understand?? Career tym h? dn juss sit on my head all d tym… n y d hell do you keep shouting?? Your voice s so unbearable n irritating….it pinches….

I am sorry…. Guess I’ve started creatin a lot of trouble….I better stay away…..

Offfoh….tumhe to bas ladne ka bahana chaiye….jo man me aye karo… I don give a damn….

You wont evn stop me???

I never asked you to leave..huh!!!!

Yaa…u never did…BUT I GUESS U DONT WANT ME TO STAY EITHER....

n again d time passed by.... 

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after a few months...

Hey…hii…hw r u? long tym no see…kahan rehti ho???

Hi….m ol gud… ya long tym….u tell….ws abt to call u in a day or too….

Ohh wow…I won.. :) main hamehsa hi jeet jata hun ;) btw y aftr a day or 2? :) 

wanted to invite you :) 

I am getting engaged this week :)